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What's the Point?

My family's far from perfect. Divorced parents, step-siblings that pretend I don't exist half the time. Siblings older than I that have their own crap and drama going on in life.

Hardly any close friends that I can count on, just chillin' here by myself with my vices in an attempt to keep me sane.

So what's the point? I'm here, just another sob story, living with depression and feeling it every day. Sure I'm on meds but does that help the overall picture? Of course not.

What's there to help when no one notices you, whether you're here or there? When no one talks to you or acknowledges you, accepts you.

There's no up or down, just a constant state or torture in your mind. You seek help, you're labelled insane, you don't, you're just causing yourself more pain.

There's no winning. More torture, more pain, more blood.

The world is forever spinning in a never ending torture chamber, all within one mind.

Thanks be to God that that mind has to be mine. Will the hopeless thoughts ever cease? Nope. Will hope be restored? Nope.

Why look up when all you know will come is farther down or more of the same? It's just not worth it anymore.

Why post blogs when not a soul reads them. I'm forever anonymous, forever unknown. I guess it's just something I'll have to live with... or not.

We'll see what tomorrow brings, probably more of the same. Not surprising, what more can I expect from a loner depressed life?

 The only answer: not a single thing.

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