My Obsession [Video]

I have a problem... this is my obsession

Disrespect a little?

Ya know, I try my best to be genuinely nice to everyone, even people I don't know, but I just don't get it how someone can completely forget everything you've done for them. I understand when people grow apart and sometimes you have to remove yourself from a situation/person because it's unhealthy and maybe even dangerous, but after they've done nothing but been there for you...? Why is it so hard to people to show some respect to others. Like, I get if you're having a bad day or something, but when you've been through so much with a person and they just turn around and completely forget about you, that makes absolutely no sense.

Maybe this is why I have literally 3 friends and one of them is my mother. Three people I genuinely trust in the world and can go to when I'm in need. That seems a little absurd since I feel like whenever anyone needs something or someone to vent to I'm there for them. I always try my hardest to be a kind and forgiving person who will be a shoulder to cry on and a hand to hold you on your way back up. Do I deserve this kind of treatment in response? I must, right? Why else would I have no friends and be so damn depressed all the time. I guess my purpose in life is just to let other people use me until I've been all used up and there's nothing left to get. Thanks guys, thanks a bunch.

Holy Toledoes!!! [Video]

This was intense, like you have no idea.

Thoughts About Life: The Video Edition

Hey y'all. Here's my very first YouTube video ever. It's not very exciting but there will be more to come I promise. Hope you enjoy it.

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Hey guys,
here's my quick little blog to kill more time... I'm doing some serious procrastination from my studies. Does anyone else find themselves doing that? All I really want to do is go to bed but I know I have a test to study for and some assignments due tomorrow but all I've been able to do is goof off online. Literally, this is horrible; I watched a movie, went on Facebook, read an interesting article about flirting, went on YouTube. I think I have a serious problem.

Ok, since I've now wasted approximately three hours of potential study/sleep time, I really am going to study now.... Argh.

Also,  a huge shout out to any veterans who so bravely and valiantly fought for this country. I have an immense amount of respect for you. God bless you and your families.

Books in General

So I don't know about anyone else, but I genuinely hate reading nonfiction books. Don't get me wrong, I can get sucked in to almost anything of pretty much any topic, but it's so much harder when what I'm reading is nonfiction. I enjoy stories and mysteries that are real or based on true stories, but something like textbooks... ugh. I'm in a class called Just War Tradition which studies, you guessed it, the just war tradition through the years. It started out really interesting, how the ancient Greeks viewed war and its justness and blah blah blah. The only problem with the class is the textbook. It's so much more boring than other textbooks, even of the most mundane topics like Introduction to Public Speaking. It's essentially a compilation of primary texts of historic authors with little introductory blurps from the authors. IT'S SO BORING.

I'm sorry, I just couldn't contain myself anymore, hence this rant. I'll be done for now. Look for a video on my YouTube channel which of course I will post here and on my tumblr... Something's stirring! :)